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Mermaid Melody
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.:Dream or not:.How much time has past since I've seen you?  It feels like years or its all a dream  Either way I see you face and I wish it was real   
Loneliness feels as tho its starting to sat in  Because, your gone and I don't know were too  All I know is everything seemed to stop now  Cause I've lost you   
But to where? Why did you go?  Were you just a dream?  Or am I the dream you want?   
Please come back soon  Because, I don't how much more time I can let past  Cause my heart is breaking more  Since I think it was all a dream   
Because, I don't think you were .:Dream or not:.
by ~AutoIsa
.:Sad yet happy:.At times everything feels okay  But then I think about what's happened this time  And then I find myself wanting to cry again  Things just don't seem fair   
Three little lives I almost had, but only one made it  The other two weren't so lucky, but I'm still here  Because, of the two I've got   
I'm glad I have them, but I feel sad  I hoped this one would have made it  But no such luck there   
Sad I can't be even tho I'd like to be  Someone wouldn't like that one bit  And that's fine because, I know he's worried  Worried something will happen   
But her .:Sad yet happy:.
by ~AutoIsa
.:Unspoken Words:.I see it when I look at you even tho you don't say  But the look on your face tells me so much about how much you care for me  You love me dearly I can see in your eyes  I see the you can't put into words   
My love always be this way  Always love me the way you do now  I don't wanna be without that or you   
What you've come to make me feel I won't forget  Because, I'm happy even when I don't smile   
So keep smiling and loving me this way  Don't ever stop  Because, your unspoken words honestly say how much you care   
Always there for me one way or another   .:Unspoken Words:.
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Mermaid Melody

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Sun Mar 22, 2009, 4:03 PM
  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: Nickleback "Darkhorse"
  • Eating: Starburst jellybeans
Alright so everything this weekend has been crazy, but also pretty sad. Most of my friends that live around me know what happened so I thought to write about it here. That way it truly would be out of my mind, but not so much my heart. I said before that I was going to have another baby...well last thursday at my utrasound we found out the baby is gone. My friend Ash was with me at the time. We got to see its body, but after the nurse was done doing what she was doing she told me that she could not find the little ones heart beat. That was truly sad since it was 13 weeks and 5 days old. Every doctor said the same thing to me that they were sorry about me loosing the little one. I never broke down until I saw Mike then I let everything go. But we figure that weren't suppose to have it. I felt sad about it before, but everything is alright now. I did keep its first picture so I would remember it cause I don't wanna forget that little one I almost had. I'll forever miss it like any mother would, but there's nothing I can do other then keep going on which is what we are doing. With everything that happened I found out that my husband is a ture sweetheart to. He'd stayed by my side with it all. I never thought to find a gentle and kind heart like his, but I'm glad that its him that I found. Even tho I lost my little one. I still have my two other boys, which I truly love with everything I have just like I still love the little one that is gone now. I guess that's what I wanted to say that way how I feel about the little one is out now and I can keep going even tho I still wish that I could have it for my own.
:bye: I :heart: YOU MICHAEL PAUL TRIMBLE :date:

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*guardian-stupidbear:iconguardian-stupidbear: May 18, 2009, 11:15:49 AM
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